Hey guys! Nothing much new to update on that's super important but I'll tell you what's going on anyways! So here we go...
I got my hips pierced! I got them done about a week ago, same night my mom got her dermal done. I won't even lie...it hurt. They do it differently than I've ever seen. My sister Adrianna made a video, and here's the YouTube link!... http://m.youtube.com/index?client=mv-google&desktop_uri=%2F&gl=US&rdm=4pmneps2h#/watch?v=MNCmKc6wLOc Go, watch, and subscribe!
Next... I have a job interview in about six hours to get my job back at walmart! I'm so excited! I mean, yeah I quit the first time but that was for school purposes...and I absolutely hated the people I worked with, but I just can't wait! I hope I get the job back.
So that's about it honestly. Nothing else new has really happened for me. I'll write again soon! <3
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
February 9, 2012
It's 2012! And I haven't updated in months... I feel horrible! Well not really, maybe a little bit... Well you get the point.
Anyway! What have I been up to? Absolutely nothing. I've gotten multiple new tattoos and a few choice piercings, which is pretty excited. Also got tax money Back for the first time ever, and I was ecstatic! I don't even know what to do with all of it! But anywho, thought I would show my face on here since its been a while (:
Bye for now!
Anyway! What have I been up to? Absolutely nothing. I've gotten multiple new tattoos and a few choice piercings, which is pretty excited. Also got tax money Back for the first time ever, and I was ecstatic! I don't even know what to do with all of it! But anywho, thought I would show my face on here since its been a while (:
Bye for now!
Thursday, October 20, 2011
October, 20, 2011. All things... Bummer >:[
So, this week has been rather down, if that's even a good enough word for it. Nothing has gone my way at all, it all went to SHIT.. I mean HELL! I mean, excuse my language, it was HORRIBLE! Let's track back, and start from the beginning, shall we?
Saturday October 15: Home Volleyball game. Alright so obviously, I had a volleyball game... Well two actually. We won our very first game, you think that would make me happy right? Completely wrong, we did so well on the first game and we played our hearts out.. and then came the second game. I'm not sure at all what happened to us, but we completely bomber that game and lost. There was no heart or effort put into the game whatsoever. On the upside, my mom and sister came to support me in the game. It felt so amazing to have them there cheering me on. I think that's why I did so great, individually that is.
Sunday October 16: This was just a completely lazy day. Although my brother did stay the night before, so it wasn't too bad spending time with him. I love him very much and I'm glad he decided to stay with me. Alright, so this is EXACTLY how my day went. Stayed up until 4 watching Netflix with Austin; went to sleep; slept in until like three in the afternoon; woke up; cooked dinner; ate and watched more tv. Yeah, that's it. Pretty lame, right?
Monday October 17: Compared to the rest of the week, this was actually a great day. I did my very first ever photoshoot! Granted I know nothing about modeling, my pictures came out very beautifully, although next time I should keep the mental note of smiling in my head. That's practically all I did that day, it lasted a few hours, and took up most of the day, but I loved it. I think I want to be a model, professionally I mean. If I can get into it.
Tuesday October 18: This day was so boring that I can't even remember what I did, to be completely honest with you. No volleyball practice though, so that kind of made the day a smidgen better. OH! And Austin spent the night again, so that was pretty great. I was also supposed to get my rib tattoo finished/worked on, but that didn't happen.
Wednesday October 19: So, back to volleyball today. It was still a very boring day, up until volleyball. I had a very good practice and worked off some of my stress and frustrations. After practice, I had a good two hours of work put into my tattoo, but still didn't get all that much done. We got some more hading into it, and colored in some leaves. Looks substantially better than it did before, but there is still a lot of work to go. After the tattoo work, I went home, ate soup and passed out. That was an uneventful day for the most part.
Thursday October 20: So, now we have today. Got up pretty early, for me anyway. Then I sat around the house, and watched Law and Order: SVU. So that makes everything a little bit better, that's the best show everrrrrrr, in the history of theworld.. strike that, in the UNIVERSE! So, then I had practice, and that was horrendous. I pulled a muscle in my leg, AND I got the worst floor burn I've ever had in my entire life. It all hurts so bad, and then you throw the tattoo pain on top of that, pretty awful. Plus Austin is still with me, and that's the best part of the week.
So, there's my whole week summed up into and few paragraphs. I'm lame, I know, but I go through life that way and I accept it. That's all for now. I'll update either tomorrow or Saturday after my VERY LAST home volleyball game. (:
SUPPORT BREAST CANCER FOR OCTOBER!
IT'S BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH!
Saturday October 15: Home Volleyball game. Alright so obviously, I had a volleyball game... Well two actually. We won our very first game, you think that would make me happy right? Completely wrong, we did so well on the first game and we played our hearts out.. and then came the second game. I'm not sure at all what happened to us, but we completely bomber that game and lost. There was no heart or effort put into the game whatsoever. On the upside, my mom and sister came to support me in the game. It felt so amazing to have them there cheering me on. I think that's why I did so great, individually that is.
Sunday October 16: This was just a completely lazy day. Although my brother did stay the night before, so it wasn't too bad spending time with him. I love him very much and I'm glad he decided to stay with me. Alright, so this is EXACTLY how my day went. Stayed up until 4 watching Netflix with Austin; went to sleep; slept in until like three in the afternoon; woke up; cooked dinner; ate and watched more tv. Yeah, that's it. Pretty lame, right?
Monday October 17: Compared to the rest of the week, this was actually a great day. I did my very first ever photoshoot! Granted I know nothing about modeling, my pictures came out very beautifully, although next time I should keep the mental note of smiling in my head. That's practically all I did that day, it lasted a few hours, and took up most of the day, but I loved it. I think I want to be a model, professionally I mean. If I can get into it.
Tuesday October 18: This day was so boring that I can't even remember what I did, to be completely honest with you. No volleyball practice though, so that kind of made the day a smidgen better. OH! And Austin spent the night again, so that was pretty great. I was also supposed to get my rib tattoo finished/worked on, but that didn't happen.
Wednesday October 19: So, back to volleyball today. It was still a very boring day, up until volleyball. I had a very good practice and worked off some of my stress and frustrations. After practice, I had a good two hours of work put into my tattoo, but still didn't get all that much done. We got some more hading into it, and colored in some leaves. Looks substantially better than it did before, but there is still a lot of work to go. After the tattoo work, I went home, ate soup and passed out. That was an uneventful day for the most part.
Thursday October 20: So, now we have today. Got up pretty early, for me anyway. Then I sat around the house, and watched Law and Order: SVU. So that makes everything a little bit better, that's the best show everrrrrrr, in the history of the
So, there's my whole week summed up into and few paragraphs. I'm lame, I know, but I go through life that way and I accept it. That's all for now. I'll update either tomorrow or Saturday after my VERY LAST home volleyball game. (:
SUPPORT BREAST CANCER FOR OCTOBER!
IT'S BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH!
Monday, October 10, 2011
First iPhone post!
Just downloaded the Blogger app for my phone! I know I haven't blogged in forever, but I'm going to start now. Alright, so in my life I've started college, quit my job at Wal-Mart, and joined the volleyball team at my school.
Alright, up first is school. I have lots of classes and they're mostly boring, bit I deal with it. It's helping my future, right?
So, volleyball! I love it! It's fun to play and I'm actually decent at it, even though we haven't won any games yet, we are working on it. I was terrible at first but I've been working hard at it an I'd say I've gotten fairly good at it. I love trying new sports and I'm so glad I tried this because it's pretty amazing. I'll never give it up now.
And of course, Wal-Mart. I had to quit because they wouldn't work around my classes at the college. I miss it a whole lot but there's really nothing I can do about it now. Just have to deal, and move on to the next thing.
So there's a few things. I'll update again tomorrow!
Alright, up first is school. I have lots of classes and they're mostly boring, bit I deal with it. It's helping my future, right?
So, volleyball! I love it! It's fun to play and I'm actually decent at it, even though we haven't won any games yet, we are working on it. I was terrible at first but I've been working hard at it an I'd say I've gotten fairly good at it. I love trying new sports and I'm so glad I tried this because it's pretty amazing. I'll never give it up now.
And of course, Wal-Mart. I had to quit because they wouldn't work around my classes at the college. I miss it a whole lot but there's really nothing I can do about it now. Just have to deal, and move on to the next thing.
So there's a few things. I'll update again tomorrow!
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
RESPONSE TO ( My moms blog): What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger!!
Wow, way to make me look like the most terrible person ever. You know I love you and I'm here for you, but you never say you want me there. So what's the point? No one talks to me at home anymore unless I text them first, y'all just make me feel like I'm a piece of crap because I'm trying to get my life together, and actually do something. I'm going to college so I can get a real job so you never have to work again. I want to take care of you because that's what you deserve. And I had to get a job because I need to take care of myself, you can't do it in your condition and shouldn't have to because of how old I am. And if I had to count on Red, I would die because he wouldn't even wash my clothes, much less buy me food and other necessities.
I'm sorry I'm not home, I would be if anyone needed, or WANTED me there. But that just isn't how it is.
I love you, and you know that. I'm sorry I don't show it enough.
I'm sorry I'm not home, I would be if anyone needed, or WANTED me there. But that just isn't how it is.
I love you, and you know that. I'm sorry I don't show it enough.
I'm the most terrible daughter ever.
So, obviously everyone knows my mom had to have her breast cancer surgery. She made it through fine, though she came out in pain and depressed. I haven't been home practically at all since then. I've gotten a new job, since I have to pretty much take care of myself now, and I started college. I have asked my mom if she needed or wanted me to come home numerous times, and she always says no, that she will be fine. Even though I know she is lying. All I want is for her to know that I love her and that I'm here if she needs me, but she doesn't see it tat way. She never asks to see me, or WANTS me to be there, but I guess it's okay, because none of them do. Everyone acts like Adrianna, my step-sister, is the golden child and is so perfect because she helps out. It's not like she has anything else to do honestly, and she has no where to go. She does nothing but stays up all night and sleeps all day, and I would still be doing that too if I didn't have school and work now. She needs to do something with herself since she dropped out of school. She could get a job, or at least her GED, but she has made no attempt at doing either. But whatever, she's perfect right?
I wish that someone in that house told me they wanted me there, or that they miss me, but guess what? NO ONE EVER DOES. They don't even talk to me unless I text them first, then they have practically nothing to say. I feel like no one in the family loves me anymore. I don't over there because I don't really have the gas to, and when I come over, everyone just looks at me like I'm an alien or something. I feel like an outcast in my own family. How would you feel if no one in your family ever wanted to talk to you? It would hurt your feelings use I know it hurts me. I have my feelings hurt everyday. I know that my mom is the one who had surgery and needs to be comforted, but now I get absolutely no love. No one asks me how my day went, or how was school or my new job. They just pretend I'm not there until I text them, and they have to reply. Then I get little short answers that don't even matter. They never tell me what's going on anymore. They went to the movies on Friday (Red, Mama, Adrianna, and Tatiana) and the way I found out was because I ended up going there with a friend and just happened to see them... NO, of course they didn't invite me along, it's because I'm invisible, no longer a part of the family.
I'm done with this blog, what's the point anymore? No one cares about my life. Bye.
I wish that someone in that house told me they wanted me there, or that they miss me, but guess what? NO ONE EVER DOES. They don't even talk to me unless I text them first, then they have practically nothing to say. I feel like no one in the family loves me anymore. I don't over there because I don't really have the gas to, and when I come over, everyone just looks at me like I'm an alien or something. I feel like an outcast in my own family. How would you feel if no one in your family ever wanted to talk to you? It would hurt your feelings use I know it hurts me. I have my feelings hurt everyday. I know that my mom is the one who had surgery and needs to be comforted, but now I get absolutely no love. No one asks me how my day went, or how was school or my new job. They just pretend I'm not there until I text them, and they have to reply. Then I get little short answers that don't even matter. They never tell me what's going on anymore. They went to the movies on Friday (Red, Mama, Adrianna, and Tatiana) and the way I found out was because I ended up going there with a friend and just happened to see them... NO, of course they didn't invite me along, it's because I'm invisible, no longer a part of the family.
I'm done with this blog, what's the point anymore? No one cares about my life. Bye.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
May 25, 2011...1:04 AM. Day of surgery...
Today is the day... you know the one. Yeah, my moms surgery. She is having a Bilateral Mastectomy to have breast cancer removed. It feels like it will be a terrible day, and all I can do is pray and hope it will go smoothly. So pray with me please?
On to better news..Friday I got a call from Wal-Mart for a job interview.The interview was Monday and it went very well. I'm hoping to hear back from them soon because I really want the job. I need it now more than ever, it would be a total blessing.
What else? OH! I'm planning to get two "new" tattoos. I'm getting two of mine covered with new, better ones since mine are very disappointing...
YEP, there they are :D
Opinions are welcomed.
<RIB CAGE
RIGHT ARM>
Thats pretty much all I've got for right now.
See ya (:
On to better news..Friday I got a call from Wal-Mart for a job interview.The interview was Monday and it went very well. I'm hoping to hear back from them soon because I really want the job. I need it now more than ever, it would be a total blessing.
What else? OH! I'm planning to get two "new" tattoos. I'm getting two of mine covered with new, better ones since mine are very disappointing...
YEP, there they are :D
Opinions are welcomed.
<RIB CAGE
RIGHT ARM>
Thats pretty much all I've got for right now.
See ya (:
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